I remember thinking as a kid that once I start having sex, I'd never play with myself again. Of course it takes life's experiences to understand that sometimes the best sex possible is the sex you have by yourself. Not that it takes a lot to trigger me to play with myself, but lately it seems to be more than usual. I've always wondered "what do people think about when they pleasure themselves?" To be specific, what do females think of?

I know that women and men think more closely about sex than a lot of women would admit, but I also know that even though there are avenues that travel close to each other in that regard, it's still worlds apart. I've had people masturbate for me, of course, I have a library full of tapes made for me in that regard. But what I wouldn't give to be a fly on a wall when a girl is truly alone and masturbates.

Back in high school or college, when I was in school, girls simply didn't admit to boys that they played with themselves. So I try to think of the hottest chick that I knew in college and what did she do on one of those nights when she was alone. Maybe she couldn't sleep, maybe she drank a little. Her hands trailing over herself, her breathing patterns changing. What is going through her mind as her finger grazes one of her nipples, or when she teases her clit? What is she thinking as she slips a finger into her pussy...or does she even finger herself?

Does she think the same way I do? Do the same thoughts go through a girl's head that go through a guy's? When I am alone and I kick the covers back, taking me cock into my hand and feeling it getting harder as I stroke it, there are so many different things that go through my mind. Almost always I think of something from my past, I'm not one for thinking about someonme that I have never at least seen naked.

I think about Rachel's amazingly large breasts swaying back and forth under me as I slide into her. I think about my first love and sliding her Mom's dildo into her ass while I fucked her. I think about my many experiences with another guy. I think about the girl I met at 2am in the laundry room and within an hour of knowing her was fucking her on top of the dryer. I think about the 15 hours that followed, the crazy sex that left me exhausted and raw...and to this day I don't know what her name was. Never saw her again.

From time to time I think about a buddy's wife that I fancy. I would never do anything, but I believe that the attraction is mutual. I think about her and how she looks, things I would love to do to her.

When I was 15 years old my parents bought a camcorder. I don't know why, but I got such a charge taping myself playing with myself, I must have filled two tapes doing it. Sometimes it's rather amazing seeing how I looked back then. There are times when I masturbate that I just think about other times that I've jerked off. Some of the strange places that, for whatever reason, made me horny enough to pull down my pants and stroke my cock.

So what do you think about?