We survived our first test. I don't want to pretend to be anything that I'm not and I told her about this diary. She spent an afternoon reading it and then came over. Nervous? Boy oh boy...you don't even know.
So in she walked and sat down. She had a very serious look on her face and I'm thinking that I'm toast. Then she looks square at me and says:
"Have you really sucked off another guy? That's so HOT!"
One thing she really wanted to do is for us to both get tested for everything. We went together. Guys...if you haven't had an STD test for a while...do it. But be prepared. I think I'd rather have someone bite it off rather than stick the q-tip IN it again. Arg.
A week later the tests came in for both of us. From HIV to everything...clean as a whistle.
Talk about a weight off! Tests are a-okay and the diary didn't flip her out. Good Lord. There isn't anything that turned her off, the guy-guy stuff really turned her on as did the threesome stuff. She doesn't want to be in one, but said that she sometimes thinks about another girl when she masturbates.
It was at that point that she climbed between my legs, unzipped my pants and took my cock into her hand and whispered "let's see if I can't do this better than some of those other stories you've written about."
Needless to say - she touches me in a way no one has. Period. I have to really fight to not cum quickly when we have sex, and she gets me off in mere minutes with her hand or mouth. Don't even get me started about her new favorite thing...anal sex. She wanted to "watch" it so we hooked up the camcorder to the TV so that we could watch what we were doing. We fixed it right between her legs and her eyes were locked on the tv as I slid into her ass. She fucked her pussy with the dildo while I fucked her ass and...I've never felt anyone shake and shudder that hard when they had an orgasm. Anal, right now, is her favorite.
So last night we were in bed and my mouth was between her perfect thighs. I climbed up, kissing her belly and breasts and I started to slide into her pussy. She stopped me for a second and took my face in her hands. "You wrote about something and I would like to ask about it" she said. "And...?" I replied.
"You said you were falling for me but then said later it was a figure of speech. How do you feel about me?"
Now...I feel for her in a way I haven't felt for anyone. Period. No question. I don't want to be one of those couples that rush into everything and go too fast. Things have been in the tip of my tongue so often and I'm so scared of scaring her off. I didn't say anything, I was frozen.
Staring me in the eyes, her lips quivering a little, she repeated her question. "I have to know. You have to tell me...right now. Share your feelings."
I kissed her and told her that I was falling in love with her. She teared up a little and asked "are you falling...or have you fallen?"
Not knowing which answer was going to freak her out, but knowing that I had to tell the truth, I whispered "fallen. I love you."
She kissed me deeply and reached to my cock, taking off the condom. "We don't need this anymore."
I slid into her for the first time without anything between us.
And came about twenty seconds later.